I have just finished my tutorials earlier than I've expected and that's why I'm here.
School is ending in a month's time but exams are just 2 weeks away!!
I'm relaxing these days after last week's hectic schedule with project and presentations..
There's still one project due tmr but I'm quite the slacker in the group so I don't have much to do?
Yes, I do look like the hardworking bee but I'm actually a leecher especially nearing the deadline of the project..
I simply boss around in the beginning, rushing everyone to meet their deadlines even though I simply can't meet mine..
Just like how I messed up my presentation last week with no rehearsing and memorising my script..
It also does not help when my slides are sparse and everything that I want to present depends on my memory with sparse visual aids.I can only blame myself for the plight I'm in.
I've got a nice friend who keeps reminding me to relax whenever I stay up late:)
but I have to understand I'm lagging behind and I need to work harder..
I realised this when I took a whole day to get my accounting homework done whereas for the past few tutorials, I just left my answers as it is after 2-3 attempts without caring if it's correct or not..
Where has my habit of aiming for excellence gone?
I simply feel uninspired whenever things don't go my way(which usually happens now)..
Moreover, people around me are really superb and I feel like a small shrimp here although I chose because I thought I'll be a big fish in a small pond.
Things I haven't done/going to do/wished to do have all been done by the people around me here in this campus.
It may be just an education I'm going through now but this reflects some process in life which I'm probably experience again~
Yun Ting is falling short of academic expectations and do not be surprised.
Hope I am find inspiration again SOON~
Here's a quote explaining my complex character:
If I ever feel relaxed, it is because I am sufficiently stressed(or that I don't know that I should be feeling stressed)..
If I ever feel stressed, it is because I am too relaxed(relatively relaxed compared to others).
Random: I'm not the lovey-dovey kind but just wants to let my friends know that I'll be always behind them and please don't worry about me!
Some of us may be going through a difficult phase in life this year~
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